It is so difficult to leave your comforting embrace… so very hard to believe that you have to release me. Such energy and willpower on my part to just get up and go but depart I must, for too much of you is not a good thing. Too much time with you and the world will come looking for me and they will force me to join them.
Your warmth is fading fast and yet your allure is still there. Even when you are cold and closed, I feel the need to return to you. The return is what keeps me going through the long hard day. The knowledge that when I am with you, nothing else matters, time becomes abstract and worries dissipate into the atmosphere. Even though you don’t really care who you entice into your clutches, I know that you will always be mine, and only mine – I chose you and I have looked after you and only when I say so, will you be released!
Soon, I will come back to you, I will dress up the occasion in satin and lace and you will receive me and encircle me in your cloudlike warmth, and all will be right with the world, for just a few hours.
Guess who didn’t feel like getting up this morning!
